Thursday, February 12, 2004

Bad news

Just heard that my aunt's cancer is back
She is very ill
She's only in her 50s

My mum died of cancer
My dad died of cancer

There, I said it

I am scared
I'm no good at dealing with illness - whether it's mine or other people's
I hate going to the doctor because I think they might tell me there's something wrong
I'd rather not know
I'd rather just die one day and not have to know what's happening

Am in two minds whether to post this or not
But this is my blog, and these are my thoughts, so I will

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